The cycle begins and we start to make our move.
This is the moment I've been waiting for, after everything, it's time.
Day 56
I've been waiting for this come-up. I deserve it, my life although meant to be filled with Saturn's energy, only the strong survive the massive energetic pull from that magnetism. Such pull it has and influence it's able to dictate moving steadily with every movement being felt as a soft rumble like a tremor vibrating through the epicenter, Saturn rules my chart.
Saturn the governor and the judge of karma, discipline, hard work, and long-term life lessons.
What had become apparent to me through the hardships is that I was built for this life. I have an armor tested against the forces of Saturn and enmeshed my armor has become with such brute energy. How can I be shaken any more than I have been within my whole life? Preparation happens during progress, forget what you plan for because it never falls to plan. Adjusting and finding windows of serenity and peace is better than the gravitational pull constantly leaving me in battle just to get up.
I am renouncing more of all that I once held onto and personified myself to be part of. For now it's no longer me rather that I Am.
Observe more. Quiet mind, thought, and speech. Disciplined to not give my energy freely. Understanding that body must be with mind and soul. Saturn, I'm ready for this dance. This time I can match the energy. Your influence on me was over-bearing but at a time I was also naive and skeptical of a planet even having any sort of motion.
Now I give you my full respect and I deserve that you reciprocate that energy. What we go through, both you and I, will be a beautiful clash with no one looking for a victory. Much rather an appreciation of chaos and destruction.
Thank you, for all the lessons. I renounce the hard-times that have played a major role at my limitation.
We dance now, as one. The difference this time, is I will lead.
Be Love. The Universe always works in my favor.
Signed,