Praying to God & The Universe.

Here I am, chest racing, heart pumping, legs feel ready to jump off whatever it can to feel a sensory stimulant that can settle everything that seems to be rushing out in this very moment. The sense of smell is mute and all I hear is chatter. Are there any sense of the mind or is the mind in itself the biggest sense of all? Maybe I'm just thinking a little too much?

You have to take the good with the bad and you have to take the bad with the good is what I've just heard. Almost like I was suppose to tune-in but as the emotions control my cognitive function I'd rather just write along as if some revelation will transcribe within this passage.

Prophetic would absolutely help right now with the bigger issues. Why can't I find my way when the vision is clear and my attention is being invested by the greatest quality I've ever spent. I know Rome wasn't built in one-day but Rome also didn't collapse in one-day either.

When did these expectations, these desires to acquire manifest? It's not that I have plenty, it's that the plenty is not what I'm in need of. What can I do to please the satisfaction within me so that I can carry on without making a profound statement that says "Look at me.."?

Writing out and expressing clearly that I want an answer to my questions. I know that I'm doing all the right things, I know that my focus is attentive intensely and I'm doing all this for me and my daughter. I don't ask for much but I do need an answer with this.

Have i missed important signs?
Have I not paid my fullest attention to the right things?

Help me, I need direction.
Guide me, I don't know where it is that I'm going.
Am I not asking the right questions?

Lord, The Universe, hear my plead. You know I'm stubborn and I don't do this quite as often. Rarely and that we know is fact. I know I'm ready and able to receive your Glory & Wisdom. Show me the way.

Please her my prayer. Forgive me for what I don't know.

I do know is that what I want currently is absolute and is my greatest testament. I'm ready for the responsibity and to be held accountable for showing purpose and action.

Please hear my prayer, Lord. To The Universe work big time this time for me. I am ready to receive all the good-blessings, all the great blessings and glory granted by God.

Lord, hear my prayer. Grant me to receive your Glory. I am worthy.
The Universe, hear my praye. Work for me as you always have worked for me and how you continuously are always working for me .

I am ready to serve you.

In Christ Lord's name and in the presence of The Universe,
Amen.