More renouncement to make...
Renouncing everything and anything that serves no purpose other than filling up my space.
My discipline sucked.
My habits sucked.
I didn't have any real direction in my life.
Motion wasn't rarely taken advantage of.
It was hang out with the homies.
or try to hang out with the ladies.
Never was i tending to myself and the things that I wanted to give my attention too.
And that left me with nothing in return. Less homies. Less women. And a whole lot of guilt and regret.
I renounce my habits of unproductivity.
Too listen to myself more and how I feel, what I want to do and if I'm in the mood to do it. I won't make a decision because of the pressure, I won't force myself to say something that I don't feel aligned with.
I'm going to give me extra time and over-time. Whatever it is for me to be at my most optimal function, I will give myself the space to be prsent.
I renounce the discomfort of being alone and any labeling, subjecting, objecting on.
For someone that cared too much, too often, and for the wrong people it's okay that I be and act selfish at this point in my life. I'm giving myself that ability to grow and be free, truly, free. I know now that I can only control myself, my reactions, my actions, my thoughts, and my words. I won't waste them and instead hold them as sacred as they are to be.
Signed,