Let your creativity shine because it's your right.
"I got ninety-nine problems but a b*tch ain't one..."
Day 56
The late nights have become a very intimate time for me where I have found myself working hardest and being the most productive out of any time in the twenty-four cycle. It helps as I'm listening to Rick Rubin (one of the GOAT producers, ever) explain how each individual is as creative as we want to be. Synchronicity lately has been making it's presence known these last few days as a reminder that I'm exactly where I need to be.
There's something special about being committed to yourself and gradually I'm figuring out what that special is.
"Find your passion, Find your purpose..."
It's almost as if the Universe knows I'm onto something...
"I'm not trying to persuade anyone for anything..."
Rick Rubin says.
"They can't hear themselves..."
"We all have this barrier... thru the talking, you start understanding what you believe, what you think, what's going on in your life. You might have epiphanies just because someone's listening. Most people are not being heard...Reallyl Heard. DEEPLY Heard. Often you will say something to someone and they're thinking about what they will say next, they're not really hearing what you're saying. I find it if you really are there, and listen to what someone is saying, they tell you what they want to do and then my job is just to help remove the road blocks they're putting in the way themselves... to get there."
I know that's one of the best qualities that I have and is what separates me from everyone else. When I'm in conversation with someone, I'm engaged, I'm locked-in.
"This one taste better to me..."
"That's the goal, getting to that this one taste better to me."
"Simple... We don't believe that it can be as simple as it is... And it is SIMPLE."
Today I am renouncing everything.
Every part of me that has existed, I renounce myself from.
No more setting goals.
Setting limitations on my life.
I'm just going to drive.
I may get lost. That is okay.
I've set so many limitations on my life I suffered for a good part of my twenties. Masked behind a glass fixture that was always put under the flame which became a cycle. No matter how much my real face was getting burned. Guilt trips me up all the time knowing of the opportunities that I knowingly missed because I'd rather find comfort in my excuse. Regret fills my life so much I'm comfortable with the feeling.
I'm renouncing the guilt trips.
I'm renouncing the regrets.
What I choose to be is up to me.
Every day I wake up I will wake up grateful for the opportunity and I'm going to show the Universe with my actions.
"You just hit the reset button..."
"All of the things, that you hate to do, that you feel obligated to do, that you feel commited to do, that made you not want to be here anymore... You just hit the reset button..."
"You never have to do any of those things again."
"Now you can do anything you want... You're free to start"
"All those old ideas, none of those obligations are hanging over your head..."
Remember how I mentioned how synchronicity has been signaling much more to me as of lately? I use to think it's funny how the Universe works and how crazy synchronicity is.
It's no longer funny nor crazy to me.
It's Absolute.
Be Love. The Universe is always working in my favor!
The Universe is always working in your favor.
Make those thoughts absolute.
Signed,