Day 42: You think you've got it all figured out up until you look at what's going on outside.

The meaning of life, the purpose life, being pondered about for centuries now from minds all over the spectrum. From the thinkers to the scientist, and down (or up) the spectrum we get to the common man/woman. During this moment in my life, with this commitment to myself, there's been days where I've felt being able to view through the perspective of being inside looking out. Which in technicality, isn't that how we all perceive?

What's different about this lens I look through is that I stopped being "blinded by the veil". The veil I was never really sure what type of or if it is at all a sort of fabric, either way, it's apparently unseen to the human eye. Whatever it is, I know I've uncovered myself from that a while ago and have been looking at the World as it is.

Raw. Unfiltered. Independently.

Commiting to myself has been extraordinary, to say the least. What surprises me from time to time is when I see what's going on in the "public" world and I find myself wanting to stay further away. It's almost as if going back into the World in ways seem dull. Watching other people cycle through life autonomously without awareness of the external magnetism is enigmatic.

Observing people processing entirely from a quiet influence that now I low-key understand why and/or how the "invisible hand" had been coined (pun-intended?). There's just so much noise out here I can see why connection is becoming seldom. It's like a resource not being cited correctly and all you know that there is a source that was given to the statistic.

My purpose is to help the community. It's a big feat in-and-of itself. How I do that is what I'm trying to articulate. I'm open to receiving answers, solutions, answered prayers.

I want to get back to work because thinking like this be damping my vibe. That is a negative ghost-rider for me.

Be Light. Be Love. The Universe is always working in your favor.